You are The Moon

Hope, expectation, Bright promises.

The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window.

The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition.

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Andy Lau Muvee?

The Battle of Wits I think .. anyone want to watch? Seems to be interesting ...

LFG Battle of Wits!

Poem 3

I think of you, a faint silhouette,
as I walk these streets, cold, dark,
and you appear, my double, my heart,
laughing and holding my numb fingers.

Did you know you were there, my dear?
Threading softly through morning light,
Bumping against me; purpose or accident?
You giggle and look away--red-stained lips.

I lay in silence, blanketed by inky night,
Do you want to see me? The words devour.
I grip the sheets, eyes clenched--free me.
Your soft touch, lightning across my skin.

Did you know you were there, my dear?
The heat of flesh, blood, and breath,
slipping around me, through me--save me.
You tremble and surrender--dark eyes flash.

I think of you, an enigmatic smile,
woven in skeins of memory and dream,
dancing, coy, beyond my short reach,
as you map a geography of my mind,

Did you know you were there, my dear?
Sweet mouth pursed, dark hair falling,
Consuming my dreams, claiming my mind,
As I whisper words, ragged, into your ear.

Drinks!

Had drinks at Fullerton. But before that we went to Raffles foodcourt to have dinner. Had Saba fish .. yummy.. well it's not fantastic but it was pretty good.

Then walked all the way to Fullerton, nice night. Not as windy as I'd have liked it though.

Had 2 drinks there, a dry martini and Beach.

The dry martini's too .. sharp for my liking. It's not something I'll be able to chug down without thought. Maybe with practise ... but hmm. Beach was .. sadly very disappointing. Hardly could taste any alcoholic content. Was thinking of what GPB said about "Sex on the Beach" .. maybe should have tested that instead. It sounds very crude though =p Blue Lagoon, is much more .. subtle .. hehe

Didn't get drunk nor high though, but it was fun. Just kinda loosened up and talked more stuff. Pretty fun =p Music was as usual too loud.

Talked alot about him .. favourite conversation topic hehe.

Should go for drinks again soon ... Seeking that elusive high and drunk state =p

More Drinks!

Going to Fullerton later for drinks!

Went with hogy on fri to Hotel Intercontinental's lounge to have a drink. The long island tea was nice but.. not strong enough!

.. So the search for a nice drink that will get me er high continues!

... Had nice penyet (again!) So yummy! Urgh! just by thinking about it .. feel like going to eat it again T_T .. so .. so .. yummy!! <_< Hogy was high though, hahaha was pretty funny when I met him at NLB and he was standing so straight and talking loudly in Japanese .. -_-;

.. mmm .. penyet ..

Drinking

Feels good!

So far haven't hit the WOOT plant feeling nor drunk feeling =(

Monday R says will go drinking .. we shall see.. Or maybe this coming Friday! I'm going to get something stronger.. no more cocktails or mocktails. Drink something strong stiff and hard .......... yum.

Sick! T_T

Sick!!

I blame ........ the chinese meds!
.. I blame .. the Long Island Tea I had!!!

Pffffft~~!

In other news ..

wtb house!! How do I get out of this place?!?!?!?!?!

T_T

New Jeans!

Went out for dinner with G on wed. Went to eat the nice ayam penyat .. mm so yummy .. Hmm feel like going to eat it again later .. maybe! hehe

Afterwards did some shopping at Bugs Junc .. Getting bored of my clothes leh (ze shock!), was looking for more stuff and different styles, but couldn't find anything. Went over to Levi's and got myself my first Levi's jeans though o.o It's not too bad, wearing it now .. Need to get another pair though .. or maybe a few more .. hehe

We're going to do our hair next week .. going to ninja out of work early to do .. hehehe (la la la =p)

Bvo remember the spa thing!!1 >:E!!

As usual I thought of tonnes of things to say but in the end when I'm blogging, nothing comes to mind .. if only I could create documents in snooks and copy it over to my comp. Bah.

Anyhow, when we were shopping on wed, I showed G a book Bvo and I saw the other day at Kino.. Super hot sex. Both of us stood outside for a while peering at it before wandering about the bookshop. hehe We were daring each other to go up to the staff and saying "Hey, can I have super hot sex?" (Cos you know such books are generally .. restricted, that is it's not freely browsable) Sadly G didn't dare to do it .. hehe would have been interesting.

Bought this last week. It's pretty good .. nice smelling too.. Better than my cream de corps or whatever it is .. not that heavy .. It's nice! Should have bought a bigger bottle hehe

o.o

It happens all the time! I think of what I want to blog .. but once I reach a computer all thoughts fade from me. Gah! pfft

Lemme pause and attempt to recollect them.

Lets see. HK. Strangely I was thinking of it this morning. It's one of the few places that I'd want to live in for an extended period of time .. say 2-4 years. Why? Hmmm many reasons.

1: Food. zomg .. Black sesame dessert ... zomg .. yum
2: Somehow like the life there, it seems interesting.
3: Shops close late!
4: Cantonese!

3 and 4 are pretty iffy points, as those in the know know that I hate shopping *cough* The only shopping I do is directed hunting. Hmm I need xyz. These shops have xyz. Organise hunting mission to those shops. Target discovered and acquired.
4 is like .. hmm I hardly know cantonese .. level very low. But I kinda like it ... would be good to go there and learn =p

Hmm what else did I think about? Hmmm can't remember oO. Maybe I should try out that mobile blogging thing and furiously type into Snooks. Hmmm Starting to seem more and more appealing, heh.

Gah oh well .. guess more later when/if I remember. duh!

The State of Things

$ sure makes the world go round huh. I sent out a survey email a few weeks back asking if people want to check out this website and respond with some comments.... only 1 response.

I recently sent out a mail about another survey, but this time it's interviewish and has $.. immediately got so many responses. -_-; I left out the contact email by accident so people were emailing me back to find out more info. I was like getting responses in like 2-3 hours since sending out the mail. Gee.

Expectations

It's happening again, the slow creep as I lower my guard. Again I find that the expectations I have of people are not met. But then again, one shouldn't have any expectations. That's the penultimate, but we are but common folk. To me, expectations ties in with the closeness of the relationship. As relationship points increase, there's kinda an increase in the expectation meter, and while I do not really expect the same returns, at least somewhat the same level. But then again, maybe I shouldn't expect too much from people.

Guess it's my fault, same as what happened with retri in previously. Too much expectation. Things generally get better without that, although emotional attachment will definitely decrease. It's somewhat like what's going to happen with D I suppose, that is, IF I ever see her again. Don't really have any expectations of her, but if ever she needs help I'll help based on our history together, but just without any emotions.


Still, time to school the feelings and re-evaluate situations, re-establish new benchmarks, write up new protocols. Should endeavour not to let it happen again.

zzzz
I r hungry!! Where's my wife biscuits from HK!? HUHHUH!!?!? HUH!!!!
grrr!!! =\

HUNGRRY!!!!
send food .. now .. ;_;

ZOMG!
oh gawds .. it's OUT!! it's FINALLY OUT!! ZOMG!! O.O

Friday!! Nwn2!!! <_<>_> zomg!1 *happy dance*

Going to buy it next monday o.o zomg! yay!

.. bought 2 other games today too ... Warhammer: 40k Anthology and Battle for Middle Earth 2 Collectors. .. zomg . it's finally out ...........

Gah!

Bvo and GPB have flown off to HK T_T Who am I going to spam to now when I'm bored @ work? ;_;

Got a new task to do .. seems difficult .. well more difficult zzzzz So sian =p Been trying to mix this almond drink I bought from Taiwan, but so far not that successful leh .. at least not that nice ;_; sigh!

Bvo+GPB!! I demand tonnes of wife biscuits!! TONNES!! MANY MANY! VERY MANY! EXTREMELY MANY!! zomg!

Just pwned R in 2 rounds of pool.

The joke was he was way in the lead both times, having like a 3 - 4 ball lead. However, like all good warlocks, I ate a healthstone, got more health and pwnd him

lalalalalala

RAWR!

I hath returned! kinda! Just muved to neu office. It's pretty cool, took some pics . Schee schee!



It's a little blurry cos it was dark and I didn't want to use the flash



Auntie's Diner! For all your food needs! Well actually it's just a place for you to munchie food. There's a plasma tv inside too. Can't wait to get a laptop and just camp there the whole day hehe .. drinking hot chocolate =p

Here's an interior shot ...


And our 'beach' zone .. We have a theatre too, but lazy to take a pic of that .. maybe next time =p hehe



Pretty cool huh, we have a steam shower too .. although they installed it in the pantry (LOLZ?), a pool table (in the data centre? LOLZ?) There's a massage chair coming too. Hehe

Till next time!